Ang Pinagmulan ng Saging ni Mark Lapid

Hands down ako sa movie at sa nag-narrate...very heartfelt...

eewww.. ay este aawww... =>

Want Coffee?

Coffee para sa mga taong di matutulog. Coffee para sa mga taong kagigising lang. Coffee para sa mga taong may hangover kinabukasan ng inuman. Coffee para sa mga taong walang magawa. Coffee para sa mga taong gustong tumambay at magkwentuhan.

Balik ako ngayon sa paggawa ng project namin. Hindi na naman ako matutulog kasi konti nalang ung oras, 'di ko mamamalayan pasahan na. Motto nga sa buhay, Time is Gold. Ang daming pang kulang, ang dami pang dapat gawin. Kung pwede naman na hindi na matulog, wala na munang tulugan 'to.

Sobrang nag-relax ako last week, kasi nga walang klase tska walang ginagawa. Pero di ko nahanap nun yung time para gawin ung mga project. Napagisip-isip, eto nalang ung time para makapag-relax. Kaya tinodo ko yung pagtulog, late ako sa usapan kasi nga masarap matulog. Sakit tuloy ng ulo ko pagkagising.

Hindi lang relax ginawa ko nun, pati pag-inom. Red Horse, San Mig Light tska Colt 45, lahat nainom ko last week. Ewan ko bakit uminom ako nun.

Syempre, hindi pwedeng, hindi kami magliwaliw. Pumunta kaming Baywalk, nagkuhanan ng picture, naglakad hanggang CCP,nag-taxi hanggang Mall of Asia, kumain sa Pupung en Friends, nagkwentuhan, nagkuhanan ng picture, tapos nagkape at tumambay hanggang 10pm.

Masaya ako sa mga nangyari last week, alam kong masaya din sila inspite ng mga problema namin. Alam kong mauulit 'yun, matapos lang lahat ng dapat gawin.

....Ang sarap langhapin ng aroma ng coffee na 'to, at may richer taste... Kamukha ko si Piolo!!


Peace Out!

Goner...

Every little thing that had happened since the 1st day of February became a part of my sad song. For verse 1 and 2, it includes the start of our fights, what are the things she said and what I said to her. For the refrain, it states our own reasons and explanations. For the chorus, it's all about the thing we must do, "move on".

The bridge has the things that happened last night and this will be followed by the longest instrumental anybody can experience. As my song progresses, little by little, I will not feel her presence anymore. Numb.

....But I will do treasure all the memories left behind, all the lessons learned will be a part of my life. 'til then pain, hatred and mourne!! I'll be on my own now. Thanks for all the memories.

A Blog Entry...

I've felt the madness that February 14th can bring, traffic (specifically in Dimasalang), people and couples "swarm" in different places, and a solitary feeling that only several bottles of beer and sticks of cigarette can mend. I'm not saying these things as a sign that I will hate Valentine's Day since me and my girlfriend broke up.

Some things can only be understood and explained by the person that experienced or felt that thing. My friends told me that I'm "bitter", and I need to move on so I will not complain, I will not be dramatic over songs of the broken hearted and other related stuffs. To be honest, I still haven't moved on, memories of us sneak in my mind, telling me that I must be sorry, reminding me of the pain, letting me realize that she's gone. I have to fight those demons in my head, I know that our relationship won't work, for now I guess.

I must intoxicate muyself, I need to hit the bed hard as I fall to sleep, so I will be to dreamland fast, without having those "demons" in my head before I fell asleep. Have to sleep, I know tomorrow will be different, another ordinary day that me and myself will share. I have no responsibilities of a relationship, only reponsibilities for myself. I will not worry about other person, just have to worry about myself. I will not have to think for another person, just have to think for myself. Those statements support my famous, three-word statement.. "I Love Myself".


Peace Out!