A Blog Entry...

I've felt the madness that February 14th can bring, traffic (specifically in Dimasalang), people and couples "swarm" in different places, and a solitary feeling that only several bottles of beer and sticks of cigarette can mend. I'm not saying these things as a sign that I will hate Valentine's Day since me and my girlfriend broke up.

Some things can only be understood and explained by the person that experienced or felt that thing. My friends told me that I'm "bitter", and I need to move on so I will not complain, I will not be dramatic over songs of the broken hearted and other related stuffs. To be honest, I still haven't moved on, memories of us sneak in my mind, telling me that I must be sorry, reminding me of the pain, letting me realize that she's gone. I have to fight those demons in my head, I know that our relationship won't work, for now I guess.

I must intoxicate muyself, I need to hit the bed hard as I fall to sleep, so I will be to dreamland fast, without having those "demons" in my head before I fell asleep. Have to sleep, I know tomorrow will be different, another ordinary day that me and myself will share. I have no responsibilities of a relationship, only reponsibilities for myself. I will not worry about other person, just have to worry about myself. I will not have to think for another person, just have to think for myself. Those statements support my famous, three-word statement.. "I Love Myself".


Peace Out!