To: Anonymous

I always smile
So I can hide the pain
I turn up the
volume of my brain
So I will not hear
what my heart says
I always laugh
So I will not notice
that I'm crying inside
I always lie to you
So I can keep to
myself what is true
That I love you
Inspite of every
existing thoughts
Of every single story
I've heard
Inspite of every
existing reasons
I'll say goodbye to
the feelings i have for you
Like nothing happened
I'll let everything
be back to normal
I will be ok, I guess
Just have to reformat
my brain and my heart
No need for backups
Just a fresh, new start